The girl who waited

July 2015

This is me.

It isn’t fair.

You live.

I die.

You speak truths.

I lie.

I wait…

I fade away.

You forget.

I always remember.

I wait. Wait. Wait.

Always waiting…

Forever.

I am weak.  I want to be strong.

Where does strength come from?

Is there an ap for that?

I wait.

I fear too much.

I don’t live.

I wait.

I watch.

I dream.

He lives.

I fear.

I wait.

I’m bound by my own mind.

My body is bound by my own mind.

I am empty.

He took it all.

I let him take it all.

While I waited.

I don’t know why.

But I wait.

You hurt me.

You lied to me by telling me the truth.

You manipulated me with truths.

You turned me into someone I don’t know.

I don’t even exist.

I’m just sitting here..waiting.

Always waiting.. with Netflix.

I wait & live via television.

Forever.. the girl who waited.