once upon a time…
June 2015:
Once upon a time there was a young 19 year old girl who had the world in the palm of her hand. She was attractive, thin, and just coming into her personality. The shy teenager was slowly being left behind as she progressed into her young adult life. Our leading lady had not experienced much as of yet but was eager to get out and live life to its fullest! Until the party….
A party is where we start our story. A huge party in a small town where anybody who was anybody attended. A house party to be more specific. Our 19 year old girl is from a somewhat small town in a small state so there were several big fish in small pond situations with the men in this town. However, this house party seemed to have them all. A lot of big fish, in a really small pond.. drinking a lot of beer. The house was well-known in this town and it had finally come time for our girl to dive into the small pond and meet new people. New people whom at the time she did not know would shape her entire 20’s life. Our girl let her friend dress her, which was never a good idea but Jules knew what was “in” and so our girl ended up in a very short, red dress, with black knee high boots. The dress had these little diamond cutouts all the way from the top down to the bottom of the dress. Very sexy but so not her style. So our now uncomfortable, nervous girl drove her small call with Jules to the “small pond” to meet some big fish.
Our girl gets out of the car…walks up to the door- nervously tugging to make her dress longer- opens the door…. so many big fish! Our 19 year old is just fresh out of High School and all of these fish were basically older Gods in school. It was an honor to be amongst them. Christian, James, Mark, and so many more huge fish from our little High School stopped and stared as our girl walked into the party. Obviously the burden of having C cup breasts, a very high metabolism, and naturally blond hair topped off with a scandalous ensemble helped this a bit. Let’s just say not a lot of time was spent wondering about her personality. However, in the midst of all these big fish, there was one that stood out above the crowd. He was sitting on the couch laughing with a friend and he was perfect. Our girl immediately looked at her friend and said “that is him, I must meet this man” and meet him she did.
Our girl immediately walked over and sat down next to this man. She sat there for quite some time before he decided to speak to her. Offering her a beer and a laugh was all she needed to know that he was it for her. This man, something about this man. Smart, funny, sexy, and different. B. He was her B. What our girl does not know is what would be in store for her and B over the next 13 years of her life. There would be pain, so much pain and waiting, so much waiting. There would be a marriage. A divorce. A lot of moving. Missed dreams. Waiting. Passion. Love. Hope. So much passion. B would be the end to her ending. There would be no second great love, only attempts of escape. It would never work, our 19 year old girl would forever come back to her B. She will never know or understand why, but she will. All because she dove into a small pond one night just after turning 19 years old.
And so it began…..